Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

You are missed yesterday...today...always...HS143 thank you for watching over all of those who know you and love you. Your sacrifice will never be forgotten !!! We remember you and all who gave their lives...and who still protect and serve.

We know you were with all of us in spirit on this 9th Anniversary...

I my love continue to look forward to the day that all is right again...together in eternal peace with Jesus...Love you Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving family and wife

January 10, 2014

Rest In Peace, Howard.

Sue Slattery
family/cousin

January 9, 2014

Thinking of you and your family today. We will never forget.
Rest in Peace Sergeant Stevenson.

Petra R.
proud mother of a police officer

January 9, 2014

Hi My Love,
Well it is our 9th Christmas Eve without you here...we miss you more than ever!!! This season has been harder for many reasons... I hold to the truth that my home is not here on Earth but in Heaven where you and my mom along with many other loves who have gone before me, live in perfect peace. I know that Jesus is holding us in His strong hands and keeping us focused on things not of this world. I pray continuously for the day that all is set right again. I love you and miss you more than words could ever convey. Thank you for always loving us and excepting us with all you heart...the good and the bad. There will never be anyone who can take your place in my heart or in my life. I count the days until we are reunited in perfect love. Until then Soul Mate xoxoxo Merry Christmas :)

your loving wife forever

December 24, 2013

Hi my love,
felt you with me all day...thank you I needed you as always

counting the days until we are reunited...love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

December 17, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving Our Love
We miss you so very much but felt everyone's love coming down from Heaven for all of us. We are so thankful that your love. Thank You for all you did for us and your continued watchful eye from your position in Heaven.
I know I am one more day closer to spending eternity with you and all my beloved one's and looking forward to the best reunion ever!!!
I Love You Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

November 29, 2013

Hi Sweetheart,
Just needed to stop by to confess you are my partner and always will be!!! Even though I have not been able to hug and kiss on you since you have gone to Heaven...in my heart I have continued to do so every single day...and will never stop loving you !!! I feel you with me in everything I do during each day...from the second I wake-up and all through the night...I know our Perfect Lord Jesus allows me to feel your presents with me and the kids because you are with Him. What an amazing gift...words can never speak what I feel. The truth is that we will see each other in perfect Love...counting the days until we are together forever my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife always

October 19, 2013

Hi My Love,
We felt you with us on this very special day...watch over all our Brave Officers....In love and miss ou more than words could ever convey....I am counting the Days until we are together forever xoxoxo

your loving wife

September 16, 2013

Hi my love,
as you know today is 9/11 and we are remembering all those killed in that horrific act...I know that The Lord is in control of all that happens...and keeps all that belong to Him safe in His arms. I pray for our Nation as well for all the leaders of the world (who God has put in place). I pray they hear God's voice and stop all this evil behavior. I pray daily for love and peace for all someday. I am counting the days until I am home with you and all those I love and miss. Please pray for all of us and know my heart breaks for all those who have suffered loss...there will be a day where no tears will fall..that is God's promise...Amen
I will see you soon my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

September 12, 2013

Hi My Love,
I miss you...thank you for your love and support in everything I did when you were here as well as what I am trying to accomplish now...I feel you in my heart, mind, and soul, and am so grateful for your loving spirit in all the areas in my life. I really miss having you here to share our life in the way only we could and remembering the way we pictured our future...I remember when our world was right. Night time is always the hardest for me (and always will be)...I miss our talks and the sharing of our day. I am blessed to know that there will be a day when everything will be right again...God is Great!!!
Until we are reunited in Heaven... I love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

August 29, 2013

Hi my love,
Miss you as always and just wanted to stop by to tell you about a wonderful event I attended yesterday. It honored all our Brave Officers who gave their lives in the Line of Duty in our area. You of course were honored and they allowed us to give out a Howard Stevenson Award of Excellence. Each surviving family chose who would receive their award.
I love that none of you are forgotten...
The kids are doing wonderful making you proud by living the life we had hope for them....

Until we are reunited again I love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

August 25, 2013

I have read a lot of reflections since finding this site a few months ago, but none like the ones I have read from this heroes wife, soul mate and wonderful person. You also are a hero. They have given me a good cry and torn a little bit of my heart, but nothing like how many cries and heart aches you and your family must have had. I am sure God is keeping him busy patrolling the streets of heaven!

Trooper, badge 351 (ret)
MN STATE PATROL (RET)

August 1, 2013

Hi Sweetheart and the love of my life...
Even though we are apart...you are always in my heart, thoughts, and actions...Happy Anniversary...I will see you again soon.
Love you Soul Mate xoxoxox

your loving wife

June 25, 2013

i think about you everyday, all day. i check this website each morning. when i see a new post, i am grateful and even joyful. i know people move on, even we do.....but we don't really. there is progress, but our hearts will always be in 2005.
on the way home tonight i passed the sheraton hotel and i could envision all of us, and all the law enforcement gathered there for the annual CA OD MEMORIAL.

your weeee baby is 22 today.

and also, how ironic that sergio wrote too. proof that you imprinted his life and he too never forgets. he shares all of our loss. i will translate, as i think it is so loving, befitting, and heartwarming........ love you How.
cms
s143

from SERGIO FAZ:
My dear Brother

by this time we would be getting together with our kids there in Modesto, anyway I hope sooner or later they are known, know that we were great friends, brothers.

A hug my brother Howard

FAMILY

June 9, 2013

Mi estimado Hermano

para estas fechas estaríamos juntandonos con nuestros hijos alla en Modesto, espero que de cualquier forma tarde o temprano ellos se conozcan, sepan que fuimos excelentes amigos, hermanos.

Un abrazo mi hermano Howard

Sergio Faz Cantu
High School Friend

June 5, 2013

Hi my love,
I miss you and my heart aches to be in perfect love forever with you and all who I love and miss... I pray daily for our Police, Military, Fire, and EMS, as well as all those who put their life on the line to protect all of us...May God Bless them and keep them safe from harm.
I keep our family and friends in my daily prayers and ask for peace and understanding about our Lord Jesus Christ's love and the truth of His sacrifice for our salvation...so that we all can all be reunited for eternity and rejoice in the Glory of God!!! in peace and happiness
Until I see you again I Love you Soul Mate xoxoxo

wife of
Sgt. Howard Stevenson E.O.W. 1/9/05

May 16, 2013

Hey Howie. I put the finishing touches on my Jeep. Fallen Officer license plate with your ID#. I bought the jeep to do all the things you used to love, hunting, fishing, etc. I thought it a fitting tribute and now you will be with me when I am up in the mountains. Thinking about you a lot lately. Miss you Brother.

327

May 1, 2013

Hi My Love,
You have been in my heart and continued thoughts with every activity I took part in today... love you so very much and am longing to see you again in your Heavenly position!!! I know tomorrow is the first day of spring and I have been spring cleaning all day today. I remember when we would work together side by side cleaning up the winter yard and cleansing our home of stuff we no longer needed yet some how obtained through the year. I am much better at not obtaining stuff but instead spend my time being grateful for what God has provided:) I know the most amazing provision I received from God was the internal knowledge that I will see you again in Heaven with our Lord and Savior. No one can take that truth away from me...and I am beyond grateful.
I wanted to just tell you how much you are missed as well as the many loves in my life..like my my Grandma, Dennis, and of course my mom...I felt your presents as I worked trough my day....give Sadie a hug and pet for us...she is running and playing with you all now...London and I are out walking everyday together, I think she is adjusting to being top dog (if Myla will let her that is...she is trying to dominate London)
Please know I am keeping everyone in my daily prayers for safety and good health and I know you are watching over all of us...Thank You, until we are reunited again, Know I love you Soul Mate xoxoxo

your enternally loving wife

March 19, 2013

Happy Birthday Our Love,
we miss you and love you more than words can ever say...are hearts are longing for the day we are all together forever. You are a gift from Heaven and we were blessed to have you here with us to hold and love on. I know you are here with us spiritually and we feel your love always around us. It is day's like today that are extra hard because we know we would all be together celebrating your Birthday and loving on you with all our hugs and kisses...and Birthday treats
Please watch over us knowing how much you are loved:)
Love you Soul Mate xoxoxoxoxoxo

your loving family forever

February 18, 2013

Happy Valentine's Day my love,
I spent today with with my other loves....your sister and mom:)
We had a wonderful time together and you are always with us..
Thank You for watching over us and just know we love and miss you with every fiber of our hearts.
Until we are together again my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

February 14, 2013

Blessed are the Peace Makers, for they shall be called the sons of God. Howie, I miss you, I remember you, you are, truly, a HERO. God bless you and your family, every day!

J Gatlin
CPD - Ret

January 12, 2013

Hi our love,
well we are filled with love and support from out CPD family and friends that have stayed steadily by our side through the good times and the challenging times....we are blessed the annual Howie Luncheon was amazing, we got to catch up a bit with everyone and give and get a ton of hugs:) You are not forgotten and are missed by everyone that know and love you...
Keep watching over all and as Greg said, don't forget to whisper a heavenly reminder to keep Officer safety number one priority!! So many Brave Officers protecting and serving selflessly
I as you know am still counting the days until we are reunited
forever in Our Lords Heaven xoxoxo Soul Mate until then

your loving family forever

January 11, 2013

Hey Howie, another year has passed, eight in total. It seems like yesterday. I think about you every day and continue to tell your story, not so much about how you died, but how you lived, to those that I train. I miss you buddy. I know you watch over us and I have felt your presence on more than one hairy call over this past year. Please continue to be our 10-11 from heaven, whispering in our minds; reminding us to be on guard with our officer safety.

Greg Yotsuya, Patrol Officer
Ceres pd

January 10, 2013

I guess we will never stop missing you, but I am looking forward to seeing you again in heaven and seeing that big smile. Love you Howie.

Dispatcher
Ceres PD

January 9, 2013

Another year has passed.
My thoughts and prayers are with your loved ones and friends on this anniversary of your EOW.
You will never be forgotten.
Thank you for your service and your ultimate sacrifice.


Rest in Peace Sergeant Stevenson

Petra Richards
proud mother of a Police Officer

January 8, 2013